Souvenirs d'un ange déchu
Promises

You told me you loved me,
And that you’ll always be there.
You said you’ll always be,
But you didn’t seem to care.

You promised you would hold me,
Even till the time ends,
You promised you would cross the sea,
By just holding my hand.

You didn’t keep your promises,
You aren’t what you used to be,
You gave up on us,
And you gave up on me.

You used to tell me everyday,
That you love me in every single way.
Those days are gone,
All I can do is mourn.

#thankyouforyourlies



If I were not a physicist, I would probably be a musician. I often think in music. I live my daydreams in music. I see my life in terms of music.”
― Albert Einstein
Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.”
― Albert Einstein
Just because I’m a peacock,
it doesn’t mean i can’t fly.
Just give me a little chance,
And one day i’ll soar up high.
Trust Him

Trust him when dark clouds assail you.

Trust him when your strength is small.

Trust him when simply trusting him seems the hardest thing of all.

Trust him he ever faithful.

Trust him for his will is best.

Trust him for the heart of jesus is the only place of rest,

Trust him when through doubts and sunshine all your cares upon him cast

till the storm of life is over,

and your trusting days are past.

Song to sing,a heart to set free.

i looked up as tears rolled down my cheek,

you told me in order to find you all i had to do was seek.
i think about better days,
and wonder if i’ll feel that way again.
or would i just fine myself trapped again in pain?
i look at those eyes of yours which i know so well,
i felt like i found a place where i can dwell.
i wondered for a moment,
maybe this is just a dream,
if i shall wake in the morning,
and be relieved.

A song that I can show him how I feel,
A song with no lies for him to heal.
I know one day I’ll feel joy,
When the raindrops fall into my eyes.

Tears overflow my eyes each night,
Rain drops from heaven,
Simply walking in disguise in the light,
Feels just like heaven.


Wondering when would I feel alright,
Maybe I’ll pause,
Growing so weak with no energy,
I find myself so lost.


As time passes,
loves makes me blind,
Rain drops from heaven,
Wishing I was never left behind.


Wanting so much to make everything right,
I wish I could see you in my sight,
But I’ve lost the light,
All the things are within my might.


I wished I had the strength to fight,
So that I can hold you tight,
Knowing you wont remember me,
Because we aren’t meant to be.


Thinking back the times we had,
All those smiles and laughter,
But it still feels so sad.
Wishing time would pass faster.

Now the only thing left in my mind,
Is the memories that I had way back time.
Tears in my eyes stay deep inside,
When I feel you right by my side.


I guess you would be wondering why,
Let me tell you dear,
It is simply tears from lies,
And thats what i have always feared.

Everytime it rains I stare at the clouds,
Singing my heart out loud.
And he’ll fall right in my heart,
Where we’ll never be apart.

Its easier to be lost than found,
Life is filled with so many locks and not enough of keys.

Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me,
I am born again.

Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.

Each time I am thrown to the floor,
My heart always gets broken.

#yesterdayyousaidtomorrow.

We’ve been friends for very long,
And i used to see it getting strong,
I dunno why but something went wrong,
And i dont know where i belong.

Im sorry i let go while you held on,
Im sorry to not tell you till i was gone.
Dont come back for me,
Cause all i want is for you to be free.

Whenever i was down and blue,
I knew i had you.
I hope you will always stay true,
No matter how strong the wind blew.



#herecomesthefeelingsIthoughti’veforgotten

Friendship

Friendship is like a glass, handle it with care ones its broken, its hard to repair.

I thought we were so close that you would understand me. Looks like I’m not worth anything to you at all aren’t I ? I mean i was there for you all the time. And cause I suddenly left,our memory also left with me ? And I’m forgotten and I suddenly don’t mean anything to you at all ? Our memories aren’t that reliable. What we remember is usually altered by our emotions and other thoughts at that time. Where is the US in trUSt ? What have i don’t to deserve this from you ? Haven you known my long enough to know me ? Am i always at fault ? Do i always have to,ALWAYS have to swallow my pride to say sorry to you. I think this time you owe me an apology, i’ve done nothing at all.. Why are you doing this to me ? You happy seeing my like this ? You enjoy hurting me? I’m going through so much,and this is what you offer is ? To make me feel worst ? Is this what best friends do ? I guess memories fade with time lost in the atmosphere.

To YOU,you know i mean you,

Friendship means understanding, not agreeing. It means forgiveness, not forgetting. It means the memories last, even if contact is lostI love my memories, but they are awake, controlling me at times and i’m so lost without you,  I hope i don’t mean so little to you. Maybe i do,but i pray that i’m wrong. Go ahead and forget me. Forget all those memories. 

I just want someone to come and save me,from life,from memories,misery. Just take me away.I guess people change,while memories stay.

Its not the goodbye and arguments that hurt. Its the flashback that bring back painful memories and breaks my heart all over again.

I dunno where i went wrong,i lost a friend along the bitterness of the path of my life, and if knew that earlier,i would have tried my best to save that life.

You forgot. Its okay. Its not like you always remember.
Sometimes you have to be your own hero because sometimes, the people you can’t live without can live without you
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